Perdu,Mal et Seule..Agmal a’ouyoun filkone ana shiftaha!

1,2,3...

2008-04-17T22:07:00.001+08:00

Assalamualykum dearest hero of mine... 17 April 2008:

As honey as can be,
responsible & never neglecting.
As honey as can be,
genuine care that you show.
As honey as can be,
soft touches & loving gaze.
As honey as can be,
loving me more than yourself.
As honey as can be,
never scrimping when it comes to me & us.
Three years & counting to 100,
you are my honey,
as sweet & real as any lover could get!

Aku dan dunia

2007-09-16T02:38:00.000+08:00

Sangkaku segalanya makin teratur
Aku makin selesa
Sehingga aku senang bicara
Mereka rasa sakit dan terhiris
Aku rasa, aku bukanlah semana yang digambarkan
Dunia patut berhenti memberi tumpuan kepadaku dan berhenti mendengar keluhanku
Takkan kemana mereka bersamaku
Aku hanya mendatangkan lara pada sang merak yang terbang
Harapannya mungkin musnah lagi
Ia tak mungkin mencecah pelangi seperti diharap-harapkan
Mereka semakin terusik

730 days

2007-04-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

It's time
For us to listen to our hearts
Chapter 2 of dreams, me and u
Visions we built over 730 days
It seems that the road I less traveled
Has brought me this far
In every move
In every dream
I thanked Allah
For letting us meet
Crossing the bumpy road
Stumbling upon the rough ride
For the leap that we took 2 yrs ago
We stood the ground we now stand
Still with faith and growing with hope
I thanked Allah for the story He has written
And writing
And I know we are both looking forward
To completing this journey
Insya Allah
With hands steadfast and open hearts
I know u know
That this journey happens
Simply and only for the best
May we reach our aim and destination
May we be blessed and may we stay loved
Ameen

Deviance

2006-12-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

Tears flow without cause
A smile curves around my lips
Mad? I don’t see reason
I was moved
When you decide to embrace my imperfections
You rationalised the obscurities
Lightened the bruises and turned them into God’s disguised blessings
Baptised my guilt and they became my self indulgence
Coloured my pale cheeks
Deviance this may be
But evil I am not
If something as pure as love exists
Beautify it all, as the acts of love one deems

Views

2006-08-09T03:10:00.000+08:00

With great poetry, one line can mean one thing when viewed in a certain light, and something entirely different when it's read again. Think of your life as an epic poem in progress, with various possible interpretations.

Anugerah

2006-06-04T01:45:00.000+08:00

Dia ciptakan engkau untukku
Kerna adanya engkau
Aku mampu mengukir senyuman dan akhirnya tertawa
Aku pernah dambakan
Telinga yang mendengar
Mata yang melihat
Hati yang prihatin
Jiwa yang sayang
Tangan yang melindungi
Bukan kerna terpaksa atau dek rasa tanggungjawab
Tapi kerna ikhlas
Kerna diri yang mencintai dan menghargaiku
Engkau semestinya yang Dia tetapkan buatku
Aku bersyukur dan terus berharap
Aku bukan dalam mimpi fantasi
Kerna engkau satu anugerah dari-Nya buatku

Happy 1st year !

2006-04-21T02:40:00.000+08:00

Since the day
We accepted each other's love,
I stumbled upon the moment of truth
17th April 2005
Those have since been the minutes of revelation
How blind the world has been
To the truest love a woman can get
And feel
For the roads we trampeled
For the bridges that we crossed
Circumtances made us mature
We learnt....and we love
For the peace that you brought to this soul
For the smiles you often curve on this lips
For the sparkle you brought to my eyes since Day One
For the shared experiences, bittersweet
For the support
For strengthening my faith
For the passion you ignited, once and since then it's still burning
.For the love and care,
Yes for all the love my baby,
THANK YOU!
No one deserves this better than you do, love.
Happy 1st year of being together.
Let's carry on with this baby.
I'm all geared for our road trip!
:)

I am

2006-03-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

I am sorry
for sulking

I am sorry
for feigning

I am not sorry
for the state that I am in

I am not sorry
for landing here

I am not sorry
for feeling like this

I believe
it is all only natural

I believe
this is part of being me

I am just living me

Such Eyes (translation of Ojos así)

2006-01-10T02:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday I knew a sky without sun
and a man without ground
a saint in prison
and a sad song with no owner

ya he ya he ya la he
and I knew your black eyes
ya he ya he ya la he
and now I know that I
cannot live without them

I asked the sky only one wish
that I could live in your eyes
I have already wandered the entire world
and I come to say one thing to you
I traveled from Bahrain to Beirut
I went from the North to the South Pole
and I did not find such eyes
as those that you have

rabboussamai fikarrajaii (I asked the sky only one wish)
fi ainaiha aralhayati (that I could live in your eyes )
ati ilaika min haza lkaaouni (I have already wandered the entire world)
arjouka labbi labbi nidai (and I come to say one thing to you)
I traveled from Bahrain to Beirut
I went from the North to the South Pole
and I did not find such eyes
as those that you have

yesterday I saw a woman pass
underneath her camel
a river of salt and a boat
abandoned in the desert

Ojos así

2006-01-10T02:11:00.000+08:00

ayer conocí un cielo sin sol

y un hombre sin suelo
un santo en prisión
y una canción triste sin dueño

ya he ya he ya la he
y conocí tus ojos negros
ya he ya he ya la he
y ahora sé que nopuedo vivir sin ellos yo

le pido al cielo solo un deseo
que en tus ojos yo pueda vivir
he recorrido ya el mundo entero
y una cosa te vengo a decir
viaje de Bahrein hasta Beirut
fui desde el Norte hasta el polo sur
y no encontré ojos así
como los que tienes tú

rabboussamai fikarrajaii
fi ainaiha aralhayati
ati ilaika min haza lkaaouni
arjouka labbi labbi nidai
viaje de Bahrein hasta Beirut
fui desde el Norte hasta el polo sur
y no encontré ojos así
como los que tienes tú

ayer vi pasar una mujer
debajo de su camello
un río de sal y un barco
abandonado en el desierto

Unconventional

2006-01-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

Suddenly this is so bare it's almost crazy
How could it be?
Is this an imperfection
Do we overlook what's essential
How could it be?
Can a mistake just slip by
Is this an indication of weakness
How could it be,
if everything seemed so perfect?

You made me

2006-01-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

I realize now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you
I never had a dream come true
I never even dared to harbour any reverie
You showed me it's okay to hope
I didn't know you as love at first sight
You moved me
Subsequently
A humble woman of hopeful wishes
to a heightened level of sovereignty
Because of you love lives in my soul
Because of you I have laughter in my eyes
I can't thank you enough
but one thing for sure
I know I am loving you as much as I am living
'cause baby,
You are once in a lifetime

2005-12-26T17:02:00.000+08:00

My japanese name is

Nakashima Miyako

(center of the island)(beautiful march child)
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Life as it is

2005-12-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

You know the story?
We’ve grown up now
There have been so many stories
Of hurdles
Of rivers that we came to and had to cross
Of roses that we plucked and kept in our baskets
Of freshly baked cookies and cake
Of walking up hills and trudging down them
Of the hardwork we’ve put in
Of strolling along beaches and by the sidewalk
Of coffee-sipping and shoe-shopping
Of laughter and cries
Of the late nights and the memories
Of bus rides and slow walks
Of ups n downs
Life
Oh, how we’ve indeed grown up

Hold

2005-12-25T00:59:00.000+08:00

Let’s pray this is not a dream
that’s waiting to be shattered
Let’s pray this is not a dream
that’s waitin for us to come awaken
Let’s pray this is not a dream
I want to live through this
I want to get through this if indeed all this is a dream
Please don't wake me up
Hold the clock
Hold the rooster
Hold your breath and be silent
I want to feel this
See this
Reminisce in this moment
I want to sleep through this
Even if it means eternity

It's Always Been You!

2005-10-17T02:20:00.000+08:00

And how can I ever love so much
if it was not you who made me fall
from the pedestal of my female ego
to the foot of this feminine tenderness

And how can I ever care so much
if it was not you who moved this inner self
ignites my anxiety
then eased my trepidation

And how will I ever forget you
since your presence breathed life into me
maintained my sole survival
then now,
manifesting as my purpose of subsistence

Heck,
why do I even think about you so much
You fill every corner of my sight
sufficed the voids
You become my days
light up my dreams

Now...
... I am completed.

Rain over My Roses

2005-06-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

I am today giving
What I received
Even though I'm still holding
The reigns of mis-accomplishment
of the sinking ground beneath my feet
of the furthening sky beyond my reach
of the scattered gold dusts too fine to sift
too minute to feel
too small to accentuate
the beauty of being me
In the garden of my wilted roses
Rain has just started pouring down
I just fear for their safety and well-being
Should they come to feel burdened
to wake
to stand upright
to cheer and to be the cheerful
yet for one more day

Pertunangan

2005-06-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

Kita pasti dirisik
Pertunangan sejak azali
Di hujung hidup nanti
Berlangsungnya perkahwinanmu dengan maut
Hantarannya...sakit dan nazak
Tamu bertandang menghadiahkan esak tangis
Pengantin dimandikan
Dipakaikan baju cantik putih
Wangian gaharu dan cendana
Keranda jadi pelaminan
Pengantin bersanding sendirian
Di arak keliling kampung
Berkompangkan azan dan kalimah kudus
Akad nikahnya bacaan talkin
Berwalikan liang lahat
Saksi pula nisan-nisan
Siraman air mawar
Keluarga terdekat menepung tawar
Tiba masa pengantin menunggu sendirian
Malam pertama bersama KEKASIH...
Di kamar bertilamkan tanah
Dan Dia menuntut janji
Sucikah kita tatkala berpadu..
Pernahkah taubat sepanjang hayat
Atau terkubur bersama dosa-dosa...

Point the finger

2005-02-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

Point the finger

Let us point the finger
to you and me
on who deserves to be the pointer
Pointing back at me
Is it me again
Indecisive,fickle,unreliable
Adjectives running thru my mind
like blood flowing thru porous veins
With no direction,messy traffic
Scattered mess

Is it me again
to pick up the rubbish
and dump them into the hole
Black
Can it be you this time
Just once in a while
Can you take the blame and un-burden me
Can you just
Pick the tab and go
Just clear the mess and get the hell outta my way
Don't
Ever
Look
Back

Me and Mr Tau

2005-02-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Me and Mr Tau(Huey)

(to the tune of Me and Mrs Jones)
Me and Mr Tau(Huey)
We got nothing going on
You see on Wednesday 23/2/2005 at 1958
We met, minus screaming fans,nosy guards n all..
Just me n my friends n he with his friends..
As the jukebox played my most hated song

Me and Mr, Mr Tau..Mr Tau Mr Tau Mr Tau(Huey)
We got nothing goin on
Just like normal Singaporeans out on an evening
Chilling out @ the cafe
Me said Hi, me smiled n he smiled
He asked my name,while signing on the cover of "MegaDance" CD
He flipped the thing over after signing it n i said " Sorry,
I have your CD but I didnt bring it today, N I have just thist toilet paper for thee"
n he's laughing n all n said "No dont worry.."

Me and Mr Tau.. Mr Tau Mr Tau Mr Tau(Huey)
We got nothing going on
My friend got Tau to sign on the cafe receipt.
What a memorable evening.
All this while
the cafe crew are busy
daring one another to approach d man for his autograph.
Me and Mr Tau..Mr Tau Mr Tau Mr Tau(Huey)
>
>Well, my encounter with the man. Nice. Too bad I had no cameraphone with me.----->> Nov 2005: now 9 months down the road, I feel like hmmmm...NOTHING GREAT LAH dey...TAU is as boring as a COW!

2005-02-12T02:18:00.000+08:00

Pelabuhan

2005-01-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

Pelabuhan

Musim ini aku mula sedar
Pelabuhan ini sebenarnya terlalu matang buatmu
Kapalmu singgah sebentar
Layarmu pulih
Nakhodamu senyum kekenyangan
Anak kapalmu gembira kapal boleh berjalan
Tiada apa mau kau punggah
Kali ini
Aku sekadar tempat perhentian
Kerana kau mesti berhenti dan bernafas
Sebelum bersambung perjalananmu
ke pelabuhan seterusnya...
Aku berdiri lagi, masih aku berdiri
Ku lihat kapal seterusnya menuju ke mari

Sempena Tsunami Dis 2004

2004-12-31T03:13:00.000+08:00

Bila engkau menjerit
Semua mendengar dan menoleh
Kemudian engkau bertempik lagi
Mereka bertempiaran lari
Semalam, engkau biru seperti selalu
Aku hargai ketenangan yang pernah kau hadirkan
Yang selalu kau hadirkan
Diam nilammu tidak merisak siapa
Senyumanmu mendodoi pemuda pemudi
Tetapi hari ini engkau tidak begitu
Tidak seperti selalu
Maafkanku wahai Yang Punya kuasa
Sekiranya ingkarku membuat semua berubah tidak seperti selalu
Ketidaktentuan telah Engkau pastikan
Agar keadaan menjadi tenang,
Aku harap esok kau tersenyum kembali.

In light of Tsunami Dec 2004

2004-12-31T02:18:00.000+08:00

Your rage scares me sometimes
It did Today
It was serious they say
When you were fearless and mounting
You engulfed the sand without a rest
And then left such huge mess
You were better yesterday, calm and relaxing you
Blue yet smiling
Quiet yet never threatening
Your silence only spelt serenity
Now you burst with insanity
I was afraid
We trembled, did you see?
But now I am recovering
So please help me recuperate
Comfort me when it is Tomorrow

NAZAR The Legend of the Good Luck Charm

2004-10-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

I was automatically smitten by the call-outs the Turkish man was doing,"Here M'am,a ticket for you to Istanbul." I ventured into the small store and was immediately engulfed in another world,even though there were only accessories and some books selling.

NAZAR The Legend of the Good Luck Charm was the theme at IstanBlue, hence the EYES set the theme for the shop. And me being myself as always am obsessed with the beauty of the eye..and Turkey. So I got myself and my sisters a good luck charm bracelet each, not for the charm nor the magic, but for the Turkish intrigue i can feel whenever i touch the bracelet,more so whenever i wear it around my wrists..Call me silly, yes...

Advice From Your Kind Self

2004-10-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

Advice From Your Kind Self

Hey,tonight
I heard you through your eyes
When they spoke of fatigue
I heard you when you smiled
As that told me of your effort
To be content
With life's rough tides
I heard you when you spoke
When you gave me advice
I did not hear
Any pretence
Any camouflage
I heard or I listened for
The camarade
The sincerity
Of the advice from your kind self
I heard
Because I listened
I always do listen to you
Really

Conflict but not Confusion

2004-09-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

conflict within myself
with myself
express what I feel?
thought it won't be accurate
emoting with words
they are merely cold and lifeless
it doesn't help, being abandoned
to a state of utter emptiness
have you ever felt void
although surrounded
alone
although it is crowded
lost
even though you have always been guided
by the invisible hand you know is in you
struggling with my faith
although I'm never in doubt
keeping hold on myself
although I am in control
and will always be
help me with a solution
I can also use one sacred resolution

I Hope

2004-08-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

I Hope

I hope that
You are finally ready
To be honest
To be open

That you are finally
Indulging in yourself
Like how you used to
Baring yourself naked
To the harsh ironies
Of our confused hearts

That you are finally
Able to say
Those unspoken words
And not merely gesturing them
Through silly smiles and gifts
And then through disappearing acts
You so often observe

That you are finally ready
To undo your deeds
To elucidate my uncertainty
Finally,
I hope.

unspoken words

2004-08-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

unspoken words
you scare me
hurt more than all words
can tell

unspoken words
please, scream, sob,
say something
never be silent

unspoken words
how much of a coward you are
how cruel you can be

unspoken words
come on, say something
perhaps if I hear you,
you may become a friend,
instead of my enemy

unspoken words
you say nothing
but you mean everything
you think you're wise
but you're so empty

unspoken words
go ahead
be brave
say what I already understand!

Dri Cook

John Locke

2004-08-11T02:52:00.000+08:00

"So difficult it is to show the various meanings and imperfections of words when we have nothing else but words to do it with."
-John Locke,philosopher (1632-1704)

Fall

2004-08-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

If I choose to drop you
One by one
Lost petals you will be

If I choose to lose you
Why are you still here
Lingering around
Outside peopled rooms
Keeping tab
Keeping watch

If I choose to ignore
When I deny your mere existence
Why are you still hovering
Filling in the frame of painted pictures
Shamelessly hanging on my bedroom wall

Be off with you
Be gone

Stop

You can never retrace your steps
What about the muddy shoeprints you left behind?

Graduation..Birthday..what a July 2004

2004-07-14T10:00:00.001+08:00

In 13 days' time, I will have twenty-two years deducted off my life-span. My time is now twenty-two years' shorter.

I'm now a Bachelor(ette) too. All praise be to Allah.
Overgraduate. The silly mortarboard is supposed to bless my forehead with good luck and sky-rocketing paycheck, while the borrowed-from-HarryPotter gown is said to protect me from rude conspiring backstabbing colleagues and dangers of the real world. So, i'm still waiting for the magic...c'mon Potter, work your magic!

Me with my father

Me with my mum

Embroidery

2004-03-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Embroidery

With the falling flowers
There is the fallen tear
With the loud cheer
There is an inner jeer
Over silenced ache
With the colourful splendour
Comes the searing grey
With the securing of the knot
You have loosened this tie
Among the standing ovation
Do not ignore the soulful solitude
Wearing a smile so perfect
The best of actor is put to shame
Within the applause
Little tristesse decides to stay put
Say, with the cool evening
Comes the cold rebuff

L Around Me

2004-03-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

L Around Me

Life, with a capital L
Causes others to exist
Like Lights and Lantern
On the street
Together with Luck and the Luckless
Breathing down on me
Looking at me
Anticipating my next reaction
Loathsome
Like Language
Forcing me to speak through a body so Languid
“Laissez-faire!”
Just me Lashing back at my Life

Wallow

2004-02-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

Wallow

I am a tree wallowing in self-pity
How my leaves have fallen
Green and dewy once, they were
And the ground doesn't do 'em justice
Passers-by stepping on them
And laughing
At this barren old tree
The bark is exhausted
The branches broken
I'm still standing jere
I have too
The only thing clasping
Me to the ground
Lifting me to stand tall
Today
Are the roots beneath my aged feet
Until
Tomorrow?

Love, Undefined

2004-01-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

Love, Undefined

A question hangs
In each drop of dew
In the rays of the sun
As it rises to greet
Man and his ground
The sea still love the shore
And the moon
Still embraces our night
But what if
The very same feeling
Emits from within Man?
Who shall treasure our famous Little Love
Or is it just redundant lust
The insecurity of being without
In a world framed with thanks and gifts
With the people in the picture
Longing for eternal bliss
And they’re shrouded in
Distressing doubt
So enlighten me if you wish
On who deserves the best
And also, if you please
How love can be unsuppressed

If You Should Ever Know

2003-12-10T16:32:00.000+08:00

If You Should Ever Know

If one day
You should ever know
How I’ve always longed to be loved
Then you would understand
Why I was always there for you
Whenever you call
Whenever you need to cry or complain
When that portion of your loving heart
Had been broken or was in pain

If there’s a day
You should ever come to know
How I’ve always longed to hear from you
Then you would realise
That I was very good in my disguise
For even as I console or even as I cheer
About the girl you fondly called your dear
I was secretly crying of pain
And myself actually envying her
Oh, how she was so lucky
And how I was so stupidly vain

However my dear,
If there’s to be a day
You should happen to find out
About all these that I wrote
And then it would be too late…
Please forgive me
For not being here anymore for you
For nor being able to hold on a bit longer for you
For not being able to listen to you when you are in need

It wasn’t that easy for me anyway
To go when I had to
Before I even had the chance
To hear you say
You are starting to love me too…

Hasrat: Sedikit Imbasan

2003-11-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

Hasrat: Sedikit Imbasan

Insaf itu tidak terhenti
Keinsafan bukan hanya sekali
Ia berterusan, intipati kehidupan
Seharian manusia bertangisan
Bercucuran air mata mengenang Baginda
Mengimbas kembali kejahilan diri
Dibiarkan nafsu menguasai diri
Namun begitu, ketidaksengajaan itu
harus tinggal sebagai sejarah
Nakhoda hidupku harus diubah
Ku rasakan diriku kecil dan hina
tidak layak bertempat di Syurga
tiada daya ku menghadapi Neraka
Walaupun hanya setitis kemunkaran
bukankah wajib ku menginsafi
memohon ampun redha Ilahi
Tidakkah ku tunggu hari tuaku
Bimbang hari itu dan aku
tak sempat bertemu...

Rasa dan Perasaan

2003-03-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

Rasa dan Perasaan

Rasa kesunyian
sepi sang lautan
walaupun ia mewah
sebahagian besar dunia adalah ia

Rasa kesuraman
sepi sang gunung
walaupun ia gagah
simbol perkasa di bumi Allah

Rasa kebahagiaan
milik sang manusia
hilangkah sudah?

Atau akan kekalkah ia?

Masih adakah asyik rindu dan cinta
buat kekasih yang sebenar-benarnya
Kesenangan sebenar perlu kau fikir
Ia bukan setakat senyuman di tebing bibir!

Foolish Words

2000-11-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

No one can ever
know this sorrow
No soul can ever
feel this pain
And the only way
that I have
to express this hurt
Is thru some foolish stream
of emotionless words
on a silly piece
of lifeless paper.

The Act III

2000-08-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

Whatever Oracles whichever statements
It's a fact human never hold their arguments
Ideology changes, Marxists relent
Monarchism's still favoured by Man
Those ruling powers, we made them so
Yet hearts are still seeking
The best rule to follow
It just ain't enough
One being affluent
Time and tide is always
to remain inadvertent
People mature under time and experience
But mostly, they're pressed under circumstances
Going places, building new life
We plan the draft
God does the drive
Lest we shall cry and regret
Only He shall write the finishing act
Clear enough, Man can nevr proclaim
Unable to direct
Unable to refrain
So back we go to disguising the pain
and we're back to acting
all over again.

The Act II (a reply)

2000-08-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

A quote from an Oracle
"Life is never meaningless, it's just a complete cycle..."
Umbrage by your statements
Falsehood lies, non-existant realities
is nothing but an understatement.

Should what you say is true
Then life itself is useless
Everyone will feel extremely blue
Alas, for me...
Though, however fake this world may seem
It ain't really over till the fat lady sings!
Why put up a false act for others to see?
Life is just too short!
Geez...do, please think this out loud...

To say we're acting is so unreal,
To accuse being not in control is so puerile...
We are what we are
We'll be where we'll be
Both in pre or post judgement Day...
That's for now, is all I've to say!

"To be able to smell, feel & touch today is a privilege & a gift, that's why it's called the present"

The Act

2000-08-02T13:28:00.000+08:00

The Act

Crazy isn't it
to believe
in what's never there
in reality
for it's only a fake world we share.

Stupid isn't it
to hold on
to dear life
since the breathing had ceased
and the pulse has stopped
revealing the actors in us
aren't we?
always containing
our real fears and anger
innocently displaying the smile
decently concealing the hatred and vile
projecting love that they need from us
not what we want to give
that's why it never lasts.

So tell me
in control are we
of ourselves
because in this so-called life
reality is never there to begin with
falsehood lives and we comply
'cause we've been acting in it
all our life.

Noise

2000-01-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

Noise

Unduly screaming
Sure ain’t my thing
‘cause that’s not my style
to let off rile
I prefer to bind
Like the bottled wine
That adds cheer
To a party of laughter
Given the chance to bare my heart
I’ll choose a real friend, not just any dud
‘cause to speak up is to face your problem
Say it out loud and they’ll share your burden
Or is it really, like they would care?
Or would it be another laughter, sarcastic stare?
Shouting out frustrations, a child can pull that
‘Keeping mum is dumb’? only fools say that!
So it’s clear to you now which is my stand
I prefer to shut up
Than to add more noise
To your brain.

Foolish Words

1999-09-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

Foolish Words

No one can ever
know this sorrow
No soul can ever
feel this pain
And the only way
that I have
to express this hurt
Is thru' some foolish streams
of emotionless words
on a silly piece
of lifeless paper.

Another Day To Cherish

1999-08-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

Another Day To Cherish

Smile with all joy and gaiety
For morning has greeted you again
Thank God for His witty ways
and His loving grace
For your day is still there
A chance to care and make repairs
Never stop a while to forget
But take your time to appreciate
The one who stood all time
Against storm, rain or shine
The dawn is there for you again
So let's not waste this day, my friend
Paint it with beautiful memories
of gardens and flowers and strawberries
For today is to be filled with happiness
Void of hatred and loneliness
So, cherish your time while you still can
Before this road comes to the end.

The Kite

1999-08-03T01:24:00.000+08:00

The Kite

Let the kite go loose
Just let it fly away
Since it's flown away
Don't blame the boy
for not holding it tight
Don't blame the wind
for blowing with all its might
The string may still snap one day
If not today
And the boy would still cry anyway
He would still cry anyway

My True Kind Self

1999-04-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

My True Kind Self

Had it ever crossed your mind
How life does resemble the flower rose
When fantasies came true
When the beloved loved you
When the mere mention of a name
makes all your worries seem lame
When a smile fron that special someone
is all you need
to make your day
When the world cherish your presence
When parents do not nag
and for once,listen and appreciate
for the child that you are
Sometimes people never noticed
or sometimes they chose not to see
Your true kind self
The beauty that lies underneath
the caring heart,the warm smile
the kind gestures full of love
But, rest assured my true kind self
Your love and warmth will never fade beyond me
For I shall preserve the beauty of a heart so kind
You bore neither grudge nor hatred
But that they failed to see
Let them say your are ugly
Let them say you are unworthy
For I am the one who knows you best
Because I am you and you are me
And that's the way, forever, it shall remain to be...